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Subject:my days may get better
Time:10:21 am
I haven't updated this in forever. For a good reason. I have two friends on here. Megan, and Carol. Carol never updates either.
I have a myspace that I update more often...and I still check my xanga...but I hate being on the computer these days. I feel like it's such a waste. And at the same time, it's the only way I communicate with some people which means I love to be on here talking to them.
This weekend is going to be good...whether it turns out the way I want it to or not. I'm excited for the prospects it holds.
I guess that's all...
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Time:08:55 pm
I've decided I should update even though apparently I don't even care about this.

I miss a lot of things.

For one I really miss my sister. I miss being in Mississippi just goofing off with her. Which also makes me think of my childhood and then I miss being a child.

I miss this one specific person that I'm not even sure I should miss...and I'm not sure I'm allowed to miss this person.
I feel very selfish and that makes me miss the times when I put everyone before myself.
But then I realize that I can't always do things to make others happy.
I miss my relationships that I no longer have...not all of them because many of my exes I am mor than happy to have out of my life...but I won't go into that.
I miss my father. I haven't taken the time out of my "busy" schedule to even call him. That makes me angry at myself.
I miss my mom. But I don't know what else to say about that.
I miss you! Haha...You don't even know I'm talking to you. I wish you did, because it would be so much better for you to know.


Well...work is so boring...everything has to be cleaned constantly because the auditors are supposed to be coming in. And today there was a kids show. I was volunteered by Ms. O to clean the theater with the ushers...and tomorrow there will be a dumb kids show as well. The same one (Garfield) and I really hope it'll be slow. Today I went home at 3. That was nice. I wanted to hang out with a friend but I didn't get the opportunity.
I guess this is all for now. I'm sure I'll update sometime in the future.
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Time:08:04 am
I love to smell like chlorine, but really I hate the smell...

We went swimming last night and it was great. I had my wakeboard in the pool and I was goofing off on it for almost the entire time I was in the pool. I think next time I go in the pool I'll do laps and then play on the wakeboard...or at least do both not necessarily in that order.

Carl is still in bed and he has to take us to work today because my car is in the shop. I hope that they can fix the problem for cheap or that my dad can fix the problem at all. If it's not cheap for the mechanics to fix it I'll ask my dad what he can do...otherwise there is Jodi (Carl's friend from work) he might be able to help out and I could pay him for his time or something.

Anyway...I don't write here much so I thought I'd update. BUt at the moment I should get ready for work.
Later.
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Time:01:51 pm
"The glove compartment is inaccurately named,
And everybody knows it.
So I'm proposing a swift orderly change. "

That's so true. I believe that is something most people have thought about at least once. I think the first time I thought about it I was 12...I asked my dad what it's "real name" was because I never saw gloves in it. He said that that was, as far as he could tell, the actual name and that it was a very good observation about the gloves and from then on he had a pair of gloves in his "glove box".
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Time:01:39 pm
There's this cong called "Breathe", it's by a girl named Anna Nalick and it's probably one of the most beautiful songs I've heard this year. Although just about every song in the film "Novem" (which Carol and I saw last night at the Waterfront Film Festival) were amazing as well. I'll be buying that soundtrack when I am able. I think I would have liked to watch the film again but it will be available on DVD sometime in the near future for about $20.
Anyway...so this song really puts me in a creative and awesome mood. I just thought I'd share that.
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Subject:One thing that I learned today...
Time:07:37 pm
(I stole the idea of the subject title from a friend...I hope that's alright though...)

Trillian...the instant messaging application...was named after the character of the same name from the book Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
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Time:12:31 pm
There was an alarm going off at 4am but it was not mine...it was Carl's or Lori's. SO I could not turn it off. And it was not turned off for an hour due to the fact that Carl was not here and Lori cannot hear. I turned on the hall light to get Lori up...it worked but the first time she just turned it off and went back to bed without turning off the alarm. The second time though I waited by the door until she came out there and I told her to turn it off. She did. I think it was her alarm because after that she got up and got in the shower. I think I was asleep again by 5:30.
It's kind of a crap way to start the day.
But I have tons to do and now apparently my little sister is finally going to visit my house. That means that she will now be able to come over when there's parties and junk going on.
Cleaning and eventually eating. What fun :) -I'm not kidding about that either, I like cleaning.
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Time:09:58 am
hmmm...I don't know about that woman sometimes...
I think people just keep getting too worked up over little things and then they get ahead of themselves and everyone around them involved and things start to get really screwed up.
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Time:11:46 pm
I love The Shins.
And I love buying movies.
Sideways is awesome. I bought a movie called "Pauly Shore is Dead"...sounded funny. I also bought a Monty Python flick.
Oh man. Today was good.
The weekend? Not so much...
Oh well.
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Time:01:33 pm
Current Mood:boredbored
So today shall be rather boring. I meant to get my license renewed but was unable to as the Secretary of States offices state wide are unable to use their computers. So tomorrow morning, bright and early before work, I am going down there. I hope I'll get through there in less than half an hour or not much more than that. They open at 9 and I need to be leaving my house by 11 for work. The other thing I meant to do today was an official change of address. Thankfully I got that done online, they charged me a dollar when it would have otherwise been free but that's ok. I got it done and that's all that matters.
I'm getting really irritated with this one person that I work with but I won't go into that. I have to work tomorrow but it should be ok 'cause Carol will be working and although I'm sure she'll be mostly ushering because she'll be a csa it'll be nice just to have her there. Though the csa thing is really starting to get annoying because the other csa's don't work as hard as she does and yet she seems to feel like requesting no weekend hours is asking too much.
Anyway..it's really hot in here so I'm going to get out of this room and do something else...it's cooler outside.
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Time:08:12 am
The Carmen Sandiego game show was probably one of my top five favorite shows as a kid. I freaking loved it and I always wanted to go on it.
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Time:09:44 pm
I think I had a good day today :)
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Time:09:07 pm
So I guess right now I'm preparing myself to not have as close of a relationship with Carol. Things were really freaking great for a while and now things are going down hill again it seems.
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Subject:I don't think cancer is a natural part of life...
Time:01:27 pm
Current Mood:crappycrappy
This is not cool. Athena, Carl's oldest female dog, has Lymphoma. Which is, as you might imagine, a cancer of the lymph nodes. Or rather a cancer that generally shows up in a lymph node or a group of lymph nodes, or in the spline. My Uncle Calvin had this and it killed him but he was very sick for a long time and in pain for the remainder of his life. According the the Vet she has about a month to live and the only thing he could do for her was treat the symptoms so she can feel better but he cannot do anything other than that...she will just pass away.
Also, my Uncle Cecil may have a tumor in his brain. That makes me very sad because I haven't had much of a relationship with him and last summer and this past Christmas holiday we talked a lot and got along graet. It'll be really sad to see him pass at such a young age. I believe he is in his early 50's which when I think of that that seems really young becuase my dad's grandparents lived to be almost 100 each.
What a depressing day...I hope it only gets better from here.
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Time:09:49 am
I will never understand people I guess. Why would someone put themselves in a situation where they will either have to do something they aren't necessarily ready for or will get hurt again for not doing it? WHY?!?!?!
In other news, I have to work today. The CSA is Mike. I don't get to see Carol. And she'll be here having fun without me.
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